Monday, November 23, 2009

I always have this in mind...

I always think about this day and night...

The words.."I Love You"...
is a word i don't think i can ever say to someone...
as much i'd love to say it scares me.

I'm not affraid of commitment..
I'm not that affraid of getting hurt..
But im scared to say "I Love You"..

I might just say...
"Love you" or "Love ya"..
But only as in a friendly way.
If i say it to someone im falling for or seeing someone,
i'd say.. "Love You"

It would take a fair bit of time for me to come around and actually say the 3 little words...but its not that easy after you gave your heart out to someone and gave them pretty much your whole life in the past...Its still not that easy to just say those words.
Hope someday i'll find the right girl...and she'll be the one to hear those words :)

Love is strong...and a powerful word.
Never underestimate someday you'll experience it if you haven't yet.

God Bless. x

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Sometimes we think back to the times that make us smile.
Sometimes its memories of past ex's or people that just have came into your life.
Family members, friends or crushes.

Family member: My mom. The most wonderful woman in my life :)
She gave me life, taught me all i needed to know. We have the best times together, mucking around, dancing around, singing, cooking and shopping hahaha. Shes my best friend, my sister, my mother, my everything!

Friends: haha the good old memories we share, so much fun. Always there for each other and i love you'se all.

Crushes: If only they knew how i felt and how fustrating it is. But i still love them and treat them as friends no matter what :)